The “C” Word…It’s all an Illusion

 

“Trying to make someone fall in love with you is about as pointless as trying to control who you fall in love with.” 

“To get up each morning with the resolve to be happy… is to set our own conditions to the events of each day. To do this is to condition circumstances instead of being conditioned by them”

When you think you control something, you’re wrong.

It’s amazing how often we think we’re in control of something when really we aren’t. Control is an illusion. We constantly make plans that never actually turn out the way we envisioned. ‘If you want to make God laugh, make a plan,’ an old saying goes. We have been trained to set goals, and then work on the actions that lead to those goals … and yet how often do those goals fail? How often are we trying to control a future that we cannot predict? Did you know five years ago that the world would turn out as it has — that Obama would be president, that the stock markets would have crashed, that we’d be deep into a recession, that earthquakes and tsunamis would hit, that you’d be doing exactly what you’re doing today? Of course not.

We don’t know the future, much less control it. We like to think we do, but that never turns out to be true. And yet we continue to believe in the illusion of control. We face a chaotic and complex world, and seek to control it however we can. Our attempts to control the world can be seen through:

• Trying to control how our children turn out, as if we can shape them like blocks of clay, as if humans aren’t more complex than we can possibly understand.
• Tracking every little thing, from spending to exercise to what we eat to what tasks we do to how many visitors are on our site to how many steps we’ve taken today and how many miles we’ve run. As if our selective tracking can possibly include the many, complex factors that influence outcomes.
• Trying to control employees — again, complex human beings with many motivations and whims and habits that we don’t understand.
• Obsessively planning projects, trips, days, parties, as if the outcomes of events are things we can control with our powers of manipulation of the world.

If we can let go of this illusion,  Lord knows I have…what are we left with? How can we live among this chaos? Consider the fish. A fish swims in a chaotic sea that it cannot possibly control — much as we all do. The fish, unlike us, is under no illusion that it controls the sea, or other fish in the sea. The fish doesn’t even try to control where it ends up — it just swims, either going with the flow or dealing with the flow as it comes. It eats, and hides, and mates, but does not try to control a thing. We are no better than that fish, yet our thinking creates the need for an illusion. Let go of that thinking. Learn to be the fish.  Hey I am a Pisces…. When we are in the midst of chaos, let go of the need to control it. Be awash in it, experience it in that moment, try not to control the outcome but deal with the flow as it comes. How do you live your life like this? It’s a completely different way of living, onceYOU let go of the illusion:

• You stop setting goals, and instead do what excites you.
• You’ll stop planning, and just do.
• You’ll  stop looking at the future, and live in the present moment.
• You’ll  stop trying to control others, and focus instead on being kind to them.
• You’ll  learn that trusting your values is more important to taking action than desiring and striving for certain outcomes.
• You will take each step lightly, with balance, in the moment, guided by those values and what your passionate about … rather than trying to plan the next 1,000 steps and where you’ll end up.
• You’ll learn to accept the world as it is, rather than being annoyed with it, stressed by it, mad at it, despaired by it, or trying to change it into what we want it to be.
• You are never disappointed with how things turn out, because you never expected anything — you’ll just accept what comes.

This might seem like a passive way of living to some, and it’s against our aggressive, productive, goal-oriented cultural nature. If you can’t accept this way of living, that’s OK — many people live their lives with the illusion of control, (I know I have) and not realizing what it is that makes them unhappy or frustrated isn’t the worst thing ever. But if you can learn to live this way … it’s the most freeing thing in the world.

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